Please Cry with me and pray that this doesn't finish off my soul.

Dad went out this morning to secretly put his dirty diapers in the alley garbage can, after I told him not to ever use that gate and why.

We were leaving for the airport so he could return home at 8am.

We left, I heard some sharp thumps under my wheels and looked in the rear view mirror. My cat I thought, had been run over. No it was my dead baby sisters dog! I backed up screaming and crying, the dog died as she lay on the road. I desperately tried to call my husband who had left for work, to get her to the vet. She just died. I screamed and cried.
We were traumatized. I drove by and saw the gate left with latches undone. I took Dad to the airport and minimized the trauma I was going through after killing my own dog.

Sandy, I had to google shiba inu. Glad you are feeling better, but I am still very sorry this happened. Glad your Dad has gone back.

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You all are SO good! I'm better. A dog that was not a good dog that was too dumb to live. She was fun and I loved her, but she had this coming many times. Do not get a shiba inu.

I am not about to go to metaphysical hell just to torture my Dad. I'm not sure I really love my Dad after all I've gone through and I doubt I will be sorry at all when he dies, but I have sure sacrificed for him and I'm not sorry. I'll take it. It beats getting a call that baby 2 year old grand kid has died of the flu or been run over. Maybe things like this help us put life tragedies into perspective.

I do appreciate some things about him but I have to admit that knowing he has hated me over the help I gave my mother, and written me out of his will hurts. He has never been very honest.
Anyone want to outlive your childrens affection? I sure don't.
Thanks for the support, I had blood shooting out of my EYES the other night, ready to join the DARK SIDE just to get a little revenge!

You have my deepest sympathy. My dogs and cats are what keeps me sane, and losing any of them would be devastating. I can just imagine you screaming. I did that once when my mother's rollator that I was pushing tipped over with her sitting in it right on the doctor's office ramp. The thing caught one of the uneven boards on it. Fortunately my mother was fine, but it took a while for the staff to calm me down. Then, because my doctor is also my mother's doctor, the office charged me for a visit! Gotta love 'em, which is why I am about to switch doctors. I think a lot of our reactions are a result of all that built-up tension and the extreme level of responsibility associated with caregiving. It's just not fair that one person gets stuck with every aspect of another's life without anyone helping or caring. You had definitely had more than you could take. We all need screaming rooms for when deep breathing doesn't work.

I'm sooooooo sorry, Sandy. {{{{HUGS}}}}

I have unwittingly killed several of my cats (I hate vehicles!!) because they unwittingly got in the engine compartment to nap... Despite that it was an accident, it doesn't feel any better, especially since you were the one who was piloting the vehicle. It's a very sick, awful feeling that compares to none other...

I hope your sister's dog is chasing my cats with your sister watching on and laughing at them all across the Rainbow bridge...

(((Sandy)))

OMG honey! I am SO profoundly sorry ((((SM))))

Oh no! I'm so very sorry.