for the past 3 hours Mom has been relentless...why won't you help me feel better, no I don't want to go for a car ride, no I don't want to go to lunch with my friend, no I don't want to sit outside and enjoy the beautiful day..........why won't you help me feel better...call the dr-I need a pill to make me feel better.....why won't you help me....call my friends...they are busy...call my friends again....they need to come over and make me feel better....why won't you help me

Brother calls, doesn't want to talk to Mom just wants to tell me all about moving his child into the dorm....isn't it nice he has the time to live his life?.....I tell him I need a break...maybe I can come stop for a visit next week...you need to teach me how to make salsa...he lives in town, works in town but is always too busy with HIS life to lend a hand....

Mom doesn't feel well.....she needs me to help her feel better.....she repeats & repeats like a broken record....why won't I help her....I can't....thats why

Awww Baby dont ever apologize its unnessesary here! (although I think someone should apologize for the rotten BLASTED coloring in here when you post! Its driving my ass insane and I cant barely see the BLASTED print) See Anger Wall!
Now back to brother! Tell him ta git his butt over there to make you feel happy! She gave his butt life and your blood kin so give some of that life back! Ok can ya tell I have one of those woooosh brothers! Flys right over their heads! No compassion......I told you the color gits me LOL!

Big deep breaths*ahhh* much better after making salsa with my youngest.

Sorry I blew up earlier, normally can handle it no problem. Guess it was just bro calling & being so "up", happy, excited and it got me to thinkin all my family & I have sacrificied to keep Mom in her home.

I'm much better now and so is Mom, she finally stopped complaining "poor me" when she couldn't get any type of reaction out of me.

Thanks for the hug and kind words BG!

Baby *Hugs* shes recognizing shes not feelin good maybe you should take her to the ER and tell them you have no idea what to try next she isnt telling you whats wrong ect. give yourself a break sweetheart. These meds need to be adjusted quickly before it gets out of hand...
As for the latter...all I can say is...just another letdown... Family....sometimes a four letter word....back to the I wish list of things we didnt have to encounter on the tough road we travel every single day of the week! Dam them all!