Tomorrow we go to the Dr. I fully intend on showing him the BIG PICTURE.

Her day CG is going with us, so she can help me remember everything that has been going on.

We are about to loose this CG, she is wonderful, loving, protective of my MIl and fun to be around. The distance she drives is eating her earnings. We will miss her.

At the same time, we have to get this woman evaluated, some how. I had a long conversation with my sil this afernoon, she is in full agreement that something has to happen asap.

I pray that things get better soon, in reality, I think she is a very ill woman and I don't see things going up hill for her.

I spent the day away from home and felt so much better when I came back.

Hope everyone had a nice evening.

Thank you all for letting me come here and spew such ugliness. I have no place else to let it go!!!

Thank you Hannah!

I am getting ready to post a new topic under Anger.

You say that there is probably no "going up hill" and perhaps there won't be full recovery. But a diagnosis can give you all a sense of peace from at least knowing what you are fighting. Then too, perhaps getting some appropriate meds can help ease the symptoms and give a better quality of life. Hope for the best...we'll be thinking of you.

BWB...If you have not gone to the dr. yet sit down with the c/g and write down all of your observations and questions for the dr. I always got brain freeze when I went in. One time my mom was so bad in the waiting room I was out of it by the time I got in and couldn't remember my name let alone anything. The dr. asked if I had made a list like I normally do and I pulled it out of my purse and just gave it to him. If you do forget you can always call with your questions. I'm glad you are getting help and do understand how hard it is to loose a good c/g. When my mom's moved to Fla I felt like a family member was leaving.

Oh Blue ((HUGS)), you really do sound like you are feeling a bit better! I'm so glad that you got a little break.

Hang in there, sweetie, it is starting to look like you are on a good track now. Keep your eyes on the prize, and everyone will be better off for it!

Good luck with the doc...and let us know how things turn out.

blessings,
maria